yeah... i asked myself tt question many times
its e same question tt makes us decide our beliefs


a scene from The Reaping
its a movie in 2007 , last year
juz saw it recently,
i think its quite gd la,
although i kinda had a hard time sleepin after watchin...
lol

but then, when we reali go think about our lives n all
guess thers onli 1 way to know wats real
Faith :)



Hav a blessed week!!!



ZAc

Verse 1: Am F G C
Tried to see what life could be
on a different view
Tried to see how love would seem
on a different feel



Bridge: Am F G7 C Am F G7 C7
I tried to show how i felt

I tried to love you right now

I tried to make thing work out

but it doesnt seem right

Chorus: F G C AM
And I feel it killing me
like i slowly cannot breath
Life juz slowly fades away
life a story left unsaid

I just slowly lose my way
i just dont know what to say
then i realise i cant love you anymore

Verse 2
Im tryin to hard, the stress on my heart
cant take much mor
i see you with hm, the way that you say
that your better off this way

And i ask why its so hard
to juz love you from the start
as i slowly fall apart



ehh... wrote a song 2day

sis says its okay...
i dunno, juz felt like writin XDDD
haha...

yeah well... juz saw tt my post reached 101,
includin this post la...
things bout me...
hmm... im from ncdcc , i guess..
first thing tt came 2 my mind


ISSAC TING

well... thers onli till cpl now
me n ks waitin 4 e ampulate 2 come
but then we both know tt wat reali matters is e respect,
e respect we hav 2 earn from our cadets la
haha, tts wat e rank means
responsibility...


then theres my guitar,
now.. thers 5 in my house
2 from church..
broken strings n fret...
needa fix after exam...
then Jasmine e strin broke also... T.T
haizz.. think i played 2 hard?

then 2 pairs of drum stck
1 is soloman's 1...
sort of safe keepin..he gave it 2 me
he stopped playin drums...
n veri long nv c him liao..
argh..
sad

then thers my family
sis, n me... haha
think muz up load a baby photo of us...

we're okay la...
at least nt on each other's neck




then thers loved Kp family

yeah... but now kinda seperated liao leh...
lol... think u guys will bond after exam? O.o

hmm.. guess tts 1 more on my wish list

n my ex 2e1 friends...
nt juz tim , jason ,shi hao
but e girls also
cy, sj, jo, lol...
abc
ya... haha...

n my church...
lol.. its becomin more crowded nowadays
haha, kinda nice

wait...


i think im missin somethin veri impt in my life





hmm...








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to be continued

oh ya... our worship team went 2 perform 4 e graduation of a teacher...
lol , played acoustic guitar tt time...
haha... first time out of church playin wif e band...


hav no clue wat tis is but it was a pic from e moon cake festival

BEFC's first guitar emmsble performance!!!
.. yujun as our conductor...
eh...nt bad 4 a first time guys!!! ;)
stil hav lots to learn

dinner time, b4 e event

another pic...
eh .. dun ask wat im doin 2 qigang...
he didnt wan 2 say cheese XD

lol... yijun qigang n sunmian slept over last night... their house kinda far from church was havn tution in my house anywy... played cards till 2 plus also watched 2 movie... one of them is called wat.. the reaping kinda sick.. toks bout e 10 plauges in modern context... lol... its nice though... haha qi gang playin

my hand... kinda sux...
deal!!!
yi jun in deep thought, hmm...

we woke up... then keep e mattress... so we decided 2 throw sunmian away while we're at it...
DO NOT TRY THIS AT HOME!!!

Church Guitar emmsble hard at work...
haha... Our "instructor" tokin.. shh...

wow... serene jamsmine n wanqing so enthu... haha..
XDDD

part of e weekly flower arrangement... so cool..
e flowers are so nice >.<



RENA eATIN CAnDy FlOsS !!! CUTe XDDD
SarAH EATiNG CAnDy FlOSs too!!!

and Jane hides her face...

P.s their sisters btw..

lol... 2day went church... kinda shock to c candy floss seller..
oh ya, CHILDERN DAYS ON THIS WEEK!!!
man... no 1 told me..
need
go ask
4
PRESENT!

._. yeah... im a little 2 old 4 tt..




candy floss seller... pls.. make a trip 2 my house 1 day



and e popcorn lady 2...

well...
juz a wish...

woke up early 2 jog...
well , wasnt much of a jog.. nt reali motivated
kinda dragged myself up... haha
tadah! my beautiful neighbourhood..

e mornin breeze was reali cool... so... add on 2 my dunfeelikejoggin mood..
lol...

my hair gettin alittle 2 long..

so it feels damn shaggy... -_-"

wanted 2 keep my frindge up 2 my cheecks once


in sec 2 i think...
dream kena ruined by danapel...


haizz...



bird nest bird nest~

lol..found this in my phone happened reali long time ago.. when we were lcp i think then e c ncos were cpls wow... time flies now eoy liao... haha kinda fun, put up juz 4 laughs !!!^^
happy studyn guys!!! i go slp le..

A) People who have been tagged must write their answers on their blogs.B) Tag 8 people to do this quiz & those who are tagged cannot refuse.These people must state who they were tagged by & cannot tag the person whom they were tagged by.C) Continue this game by sending it to other people.

jo n cindy tagged me...-.-" didnt wanna do at firs...


01.What have you been doing recently?
sleepin... y?

02. Do you ever turn your cell phone off?
it kinda turns off it self

03. What happened at 10.00am today?
el exam... i think... or was it recess?

04. When did you last cry?
eh... tts a gd 1... cant rmb

05. Believe in fate/destiny?
not reali... wats tt?


06. What do you want in your life right now?
get e exmas over n done wif...

07. Do you carry an umbrella when it rains, or just put up your hood?
chiong if it wont kill u..

08. What's your favourite thing to have on your bed?
2 pillow, 1 cusion... n a matteress when i roll off...

09. What bottom are you wearing now?
long pants, sch

10. What's the nicest text in your inbox say?
i luv u? hmm.. yeah think is tt...

11. Do you tend to make a relationship complicated?
eh... no, i guess nt?

12. Are you wearing anything you borrowed from someone?
hmm... no, i guess?

13. What was the last movie you caught?
tts... kinda long time.. omg.. juz realise

14. What are you proud of?
NCDCC!!! GUITAR!!! DRUMS!!! eh... stil hav wat ar?
music ~~~~
15. What does the oldest text message in your inbox say?
my hand phone juz black out again

16. What was the last song you sang out loud?
im yours, jason mraz

17.Do you have any nicknames?
bird nest, alex, ting ting, zacky,doggy sac, ting dong ting dong, da ge, stil hav wat... MT...

18. What does your last received text message say?
err.. its says " ya"

19. What time did you go to bed last night?
11.07

20. Are you currently happy?
ya, veri ^^

21. Who gives you best advice?
Mr ng, my dad, kh, jason, eh...
surprizinly, my sis...


22. Do you eat whipped cream straight from the can?
no, but fudge ,ya

23. Who did you talk on phone last night?
last night.. think is my mom... she call me go home

24. Is anything bugging you right now?
ya... eoy exams


25. What/who was the last thing/person to make you laugh?
my mom... she left me outside juz now...
then no key to go in...


26. Do you wear toe socks?
no

27. Who was the last person you missed a call from?
mom, i was playin bb last night

28. Have you ever had your heartbroken?
yeah...

29. What annoys you most in a person?
let me think... sis
30. Do you have a crush on anyone?
yeah...

31. Have you ever done cocaine?
wat e hell is tt...

32. What is the colour of your room?
blue

33. Would you kill someone you hate for a billion dollar?
no.. dun think any1 is worth a billion dollars...

34.Do you believe in the saying of :"talk is cheap?"
ya... NATo... no action tok onli..

35. Who was the last person to lie in your bed?
my sis... again... -.-"

36. Who was the last person to hug you?
ehh... some 1...

37. Did anyone see the last person you kissed?
eh... another some 1...

38. Do you have a life?
ya, wat kinda of question is tt...

39. Have you ever think someone died, when they really didnt die?
actuall.. yeah...
my pri sch teach
40. What is the reason behind your profile song?
i like music,... duh

41. Who was the last person you saw in your dream?
my dreams kinda blank..

42. Last time you smiled?
5 secs...

43. Have you changed this year?
definetly... yeah..
grow 1 cm taller ^^

44. What are you listening right now?
mom naggin me 2 go study


45. Are you talking to someone when you doing this?
myself?
no, dun think so..
46. Do you walk with your eyes open or closed?
open lah..

47. Is there a quote you live by?
ya, while im alive i will live

48. Do you want someone you cannot have?
no... i wan alot some things thou..

49. Have you ever played an instrument?
guitar drums, kinda learnin piano,

50. What was the worst idea you've had in this week?
studyin

51. What are you doing last night at 11pm?
brushin teeth

Are you happy with your love life right now?
wat love life, i think i got dumped
XDD, jk
53. What song best describe your love life?
err... twinkle twinklee little stars?

54. Does the person know that you like him/her?
i reali dun like any1... =.=


55. Who always make you laugh?
always... lychee, kh ,ks, jq, jason, guess all my close friends la

56. Do you speak other language other than English?
chi, i can under malaya abit...


57. favourite website(s)?
youtube, ulitmate guitar,


58. What's your middle name?
wats middle name

59. What are you doing tomorrow?
think im goin 2 josh's church...

60. What do you think you are like?
im like... issac ting

61. Who will you choose to die with?
my test papers, if i die, THEY GO DOWN ALSO~!!!

62. Where have you been today?
sch ... compass... home...

63. What game do you play often?
basketball


64. Who are you missing right now?
my money


65. If you have to choose between friend n loves, who will you choose?
defiently friend

66.What are you doing right now?
doing tis dumb quiz wit sme stupid qns

67. Which primary school are you from?
rivervale

68. Name 3 colours that you like?
black white red

69. What emotion you like to show?
sleepy,hungry

70. What is your life to you?
fun, enjoyable ^^ i hav reali great friends

71. If you have something troubling you, what will you do?
S.I
jk... think ill tell some1 bout it?

72. Who did you last chat in msn today?
no 1..

73. Who do you admire most?
e guy who invented this quiz..
he needs a life..

74. Which month are you born in?
june

75. How are you feeling right now?
pissed... this quiz so long

76. What is the time now?
1436

77. what kind of person do u think the one who tagged u is?
they muz reali like ans questions

78.What colour did you use to dye hair?
blue... i thnk...

79. Why are you doing this test?
sleep...

80. What do you do when you're moody?
sleep... jog... sleep, eat , sleep


81. At which age you wish to get married?
25, ill try not 2 get married

82. Who is more important to you? Girlfriend or friends?
defintely friends

83. If today is the last day of your life, what will you do?
burn my homewk

84. Who is the person you trust the most?
hmm... alot of ppl? dunno...

85. Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after a rain?
yeah... of course... if nt called rainbow?

86. If you have a dream come true, what would it be?
dreamin of sleep

87. What is your goal for this year?
alot of goals... i thinkk now need survive eoy first

88. Do you believe in eternity love?
yeah..

89. What feeling do you love most?
exictiment... ^^

90. Do you really think its Global Warming now?
bb polar bears

91.What feeling do you hate the most?
bored

92. Do you cherish every single friendship of yours?
yeah... friends r impt okay?

93. Do you believe in God?
im a christian... so ya

94. Who cares for you most?
mom, dad, grand ma.. think my family la..

95. What do you think is the most important thing in your life?
music, God, friends

96. What will you bring when you fight?
bazooka

97. What have you done regretted doing in your whole life?
hmm... alot? i cant rmb... think nt filin my hmwk ...

98. What would you feel if no one no longer cares for you?
tt would b kinda weird...

99. What if your boyfriend/girlfriend two-timed you?
wow... i hav a girl friend?

100. HOW DO U FEEL NOW?
whoever invinted this reali reali needs a life

lol... this is a nice song i manage to come across...
love songs... wow..
hav u guys ever tried writin 1?
its.. reali has 2 be how u feel bout tt some 1...
yeah.. how u reali reali feel..
haha... its bout love la... DUH!!!
-.-" so lame...

haha... can b considered an old song of mcr...
^^ still , its nt bad leh.. xP
haven beeen bloooogggin recently
went 2 meet joshua 2day,
kinda weird, cause he juz asked
it was a care group... sorta like a cell group
then got some deyi n bowen ppl also
like yixiong, which... was kinda surprisin..
yeah..
we tok, had fun ,haha,
then l8r went play bb..
wow... didnt know tt u can hav steam boat in e room
XDDDD



MY NEW SCREEN SAVER !!! haha ... i got it from a newpaper ad, DISCLAMERS!!!

dog tag... should carve doggy zac on it xP

e cross is an addition la..
i jux felt tt ... it is part of my life...
*inside thing la

Life is a road... wat ever road u choose, is ur own choice ...
so choose wisly, never turn bac on wat u believe in :)


PS ... this was part of e road i was joggin tis week..
it was sorta new..
so ...
i kinda..
got..


lost...



yeah...-___-""



wanderin in puggol 4 an hr or so...

e philosophy is tt... dun give up when u start 2 run...
find ur direction..



also wonderin bout where i was goin..




or in my case...
call home...

kinda a jazzy piece, ^^
e song is reali cute, i like the way he sung it..
reali filled wf emotions, haha
jazz jazz jazzzz

lol, a veri nice song from jj lin
tok bout a killer
i like e piano alot.. then e drum kinda juz meltz wif e rythm,
its reali cool
kinda like a horror show..
guess it is ba... Xp

lol, dom was playin piano in e foyer ytd
mrs sundra went ask him play 4 some meetin
haha, guess his luck
music is reali our lives
wat we live for, isnt it?
met so many musicians these few years
dom is reali talented, self taught,
isaac lim also,
then moyhong n miaoyun learn classical piano
then theres logas, n louis in china
then thers e more modern group, no idea
haha, their quite gd ^^
kuangjun plays drums 2,
nv got e chance to hear hm play b4...T.T
haha, my life's kinda surrounded by ppl who love music
wish pb will like piano more...
im kinda jealous i dun get lessons 4 piano
but then... m already havin drums n guitar

ya , reali like piano
i wanna learn, been up tryin2 play scales
well.. stil tryin,
sis told me 2 start from e basic..
will spent more time after e exam ^^

i feel so weak now, damn freakin tired...
read finish breaking dawn, its nice
i reali needed a gd book 2 dstract me..
guess it did it..
but stil didnt reali help much wif much of my problems..

i reali hope to tell u its as simple as juz leavin him
ignorin him 4 e rest of ur life...
but i know its nt ...
im sri i cant help

i stil think life is gd, God has been wonderful
but i need ue help lord
i need ur strenght..
i cant do this alone..
show me sign, wat u wan me to do
show them wat u can do

argh.. exams coming..
i shuld b prepared by now..
but im nt..
so much im worried bout..
y ?
i dunno... i should hav focus on my studies
not waste my time on meaningless stuff tt would juz crumble n fall apart..
its not 2 l8...
i btr focus..

埏埴以为器，当 其无，有器之用。凿户牖以为室，当其无，有室之用。故有之以为利，无之以为用

LOL this is damn funni,
kinda hopin e movie comes out XD
always liked ths kinda vampire stuff , guess its juz me...
emo? yeah... mayb xP

e spoof is damn joke la...

a song from nickleback
heres e lyrics from ulti guitar
CAPO #1

G D A Em
Prison gates won’t open up for me On these hands and knees I’m crawling
G D Em
Oh, I reach for you
G D A Em
Well I’m terrified of these four walls These iron bars can’t hold my soul in
G D Em
All I need is you, Come please I’m calling
G D Em
And oh I scream for you, Hurry I’m falling, I'm falling

Chorus:
Bm D A Em
Show me what it’s like To be the Last one standing
Bm D A Em
And teach me wrong from right And I’ll show you What I can be
G D A Em
And say it for me Say it to me And I’ll leave this life behind me
G D Em
Say it if it’s worth saving Me


Verse 2: (same as 1)
G D A Em
Heaven’s gates won’t open up for me, With these broken wings I’m falling
G D Em
And all I see is you

G D A Em
These city walls ain’t got no love for me, I’m on the ledge of the eighteenth story
G D Em
And oh I scream for you, Come please I’m calling
G D Em
And all I need from you, Hurry I’m falling, I'm falling


Chorus:
Bm D A Em
Show me what it’s like To be the Last one standing
Bm D A Em
And teach me wrong from right And I’ll show you What I can be
G D A Em
And say it for me Say it to me And I’ll leave this life behind me
G D Em
Say it if it’s worth saving Me

Hurry I’m falling

Then
G D A Em (x3)
G D Em

G D Em
And all I need is you, Come please I’m calling
G D Em
And oh I scream for you, Hurry I’m falling I'm falling


Chorus:
Bm D A Em
Show me what it’s like To be the Last one standing
Bm D A Em
And teach me wrong from right And I’ll show you What I can be
G D A Em
And say it for me Say it to me And I’ll leave this life behind me
G D Em
Say it if it’s worth saving Me

Hury im falling

G D A Em
And say it for me Say it to me And I’ll leave this life behind me
G D Em
Say it if it’s worth saving Me


im nt 2 sure of this lyrics , but i feel as though it is a call from ppl who has made a mistake in their life, n now they want to correct tt mistake, but their callin 4 some1 2 guide them n help them, cause they cant do it alone.
the mv is damn cool, its like there's shinigami eyes XD
haha


if you can see how long a dyin person can live, if u can c how much tt person is worth in life, if you can know how much impact a person can change others n impact others, how much time he has, how long he has to live, but he does not know it himself, would u save him?
is the person worth saving

yeah!!! the week has been meaningful ,
life is good, haha
weird, tabbiee msg me ytd 2 ask how i was doin, she said it was random
but i reali believe it was God's reminder of wat a great week he gave me
yeah, think my attitude 2 my beliefs changed,

then at night nadia also ask hows life,
lol ^^ lifes good, tks 4 askin ^^ haha
im feelin reali tired now, cause i tok on e phone till 3 ytd..
yeah well... some1 couldnt slp la... dunno who... xP
then e coffee veri strong also... God..
lax la, dun worry 2 much bout ur exams k?
u so zai , sure can do it 1...
i dunno bout u, but i reali believe tt u can do it..
juz a gut feeling :D

worship was gd, even though attandance sux...
gave my best 2 God, sang my heart out..even though i was sick last time
the week.. passed quite fast, didnt go play bb wif e guys..
dunno, feelin kinda out? haha... but i cant play also..
sick... -.-""
risk of asthma, etc crap...
i can wait till after eoy la..
think will start focusin on studes l8r...
mayb tm...
yeah..
so tired.. sleep now..
haha

took a day off,
counldt go to sch anyway,
had a long nap till 9 plus, :)
well, im feelin lot btr
i actualli did 1 hr of hmwk...long time since i tried tt... haha
well, i think been stressin bit 2 much, wif e camp, exams, guaduation performance, band , guitar,
then i wasnt veri smart also, runnin in e rain, eatin choc ,etc XDDD

well... life is how u wan it 2 b rite?
this term is gonna b short, so might as well make e best of it
study happily, cause ur learnin new stuff ^^
hope i recover soon, goin 2 sch any way

Im yours is a veri relaxed song,
it shows how simple life can b
haha
life is reali how we c it...
juz try ur best, know tt u tried , give in 100% of ur effort
leave e rest 2 God

no sweat, kk, its lunch tme
btr prepare 2 study now

tell me wher i need to go and i will go,
sent me now, i will go,
guide me now, i will follow
lead me now, and i will teach others to lead

doesnt feel like t closed at all la..
zzz...
sick again... went 2 c e doc
but i muz go bac sch tm...
im lackin 2 much n my studies
need 2 buck up

tm hav a physics test,
then hav 2 check log , borrow e stuff from e log room
need return
think i will study at sch la,
i know i wont study at home...
hav 2 find somewher quiet,
canteen out of e question

i got a reply from wishn some 1 happi b'day,
waited 2 days 4 e reply,
haha... kinda okay
stil need 2 prove by actions rite?

anyway... its like i feel like i reali done my best this term
so now i can put down my worries n focus on studies
i will do my best 4 eoy
haha

hope 2 post e pics of moon cake fest
muz get from serene

well ... been bz, this week was damn rush
didnt think i;d survive it..
but i did ^^
reali want to thank God
he has been my pillar of support everytime i need him

e camp ended quite nicely
e ugs were veri bonded, wif goin 2 e dnt block 4 a night walk..
i didnt feel much.. always went ther 4 art club..
so its like... wats there 2 c..
okay... nvm..
other than tt i got my face painted also
haha
damn whte
lots of things happened
i felt like i grown alot this year
matured in my thinkin also...
i dunno... is tt gd?
haha
tks God 4 e Moon cake fest goin so smoothly
e gb girls from st hildas reali been great help
e testimony was also damn gd
e guy was so funni

i watched this movie, facin the giants
another bout rubgy,

if the bible tells u 365 " Do not fear"
you know God means it...
ya
haha... its a nice movie

did a worship 4 e graduation in amk methodist church..
e ammp sux..

well.. will post more..
next time ba


this would hav 2 b e stupidest way 2 wash e paint of, but.. oh well~


Never give up Never back down Never lose faith

haha... long day 2day
mornn got camp
proposed 2 a trash bin...
stupd peter XDDD
made friends haha
but then l8r e enthu die abit

durin luch use lighter
my finger kinda tio burn
haha no la..
juz abit hot

then do proj wf jason dorin n lijun

damn fast sia
haha

had a informal meetin wif miao yun, kj clarice annabel, zhang zhuang

feel likes we r critising e sch... XD
l8r went jason pop
e rain sux, had 2 run through 2 e bus stop
but manange 2 reach n time

so jealous , landyard~ haha
tm hav ug camp ^^
mr ng say we shul keep e morale up


we r 1 sch after all
shuldnt we start actin like 1?

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