helped out a little on thurs...
talked 2 an old frien bout some stuff..
been meetin new ppl, so i kinda couldnt find time 2 talk 2 old friends
well... glad fate gave me tt chance again XD hahaha...
friends r made, but then 2 reminded tt u care 4 them
family r give,yet they have 2 remind u tt they love u



child hood simple delights
mom bought us these
flash bac from child hood
use 2 love eatin these
>.< gettin alot of flash from e past thing recently...

haizz.. long week next week
holis burned up man... so sad
alot ppl also..
T.T
mon got OT meetin, l8r goin collect tee, night hav guitar
Tues got check up, chem proj, family outin
wed got ug camp, jason pop
thurs camp
fri got symposim, mooncake celebration
sat... well.. im tryin 2 make it 2 some1's party..
if nt shuld b rehearsal..

haha
bzz la.. but kinda glad had these things 2 do, if not , sure slack 1..
im makin time 2 study also..
at least 1 hr a day...
2 little rte?
XD
no choice... i lazy la

yeah..
tm teach's day cele
had my progress slip bac..
yeah well..
didnt do so gd..
think had like 4 As?
3 a2 1 a1... i think..

chi got c6....
haizz..
T.T....

ss is c5 think

then science is b4

okay la..
i nt 2 sad bout it..

i know i could hav done btr la
juz need work harder

hmm.. dug out my baby photo



cute rite XD

my first uniform

haha
prefer my current 1 though..

XDDD

tm is teach's day..
then ther;s class outin

hope my voice recovers b4 sat..

was thnkin bout somethings lar..

goin through some memories, ;P hav alot of gd ones this year

oh ya.. teacher's day comin soon, how?

i think there's a teacher i kno tt dreads teach's day... kinda weird, no?

i saw ths stor durin a church serivce

There is a story about a foreign person who was working in Central Africa. This teacher had taught a group of native people about the Christmas story and about the wise men. He told them the story of how the wise men had travelled hundreds of miles on foot from ‘the east’ and how they had searched and walked for more than two years in their search for the baby Jesus. He told them about the gifts of gold, frankincense and myrrh, but he explained that the real gift was the walking for hundreds of miles for two years. One young boy heard the story. One day, this boy disappeared from his tribe and was gone for more than two weeks. He finally returned with a gift for the foreign man. His special gift was a beautiful shell. The man asked the boy where he found that shell. “I have never seen such a shell my whole life.” The boy replied, “I have walked to the Great Sea, and it is only in the Great Sea that this shell is found. Long walk part of the gift.”

okay.. even though this story is about givin

i had a diff reflection this time round ,

i feel tt teacher's r reali amazin ppl...

they 'waste' their youths 2 teach and mould students 2 b btr ppl

but yet, nt always e students know , or even bother 2 appreciate

teachin is nt an ez job, these ppl who give up so much of their time 4 this career

some even go e extra mile, nt juz teach u 2 learn

but also teach u 2 live

yeah... some things dun turn out... then some thngs happen 2 clash wif others..
mayb e course or trip reali impt , but cnt go
or veri exp...
then become like, those tt r less 'deservin' go
then seems ver unfair rite?

but hor..
juz thnk this way..

those tt can go, they will hav fun rte?

will they learn?

will they grow up 2 b btr than me?

can they gain nt juz knoweldge but also moral values?

then its like, these ppl r doin it 4 us,

n we'll 4get them soon,

yet, they put so much effort ,

do we reali deserve it?

can we prove 2 them tt w r worth their efforts?

teacher's day is nt a day 2 give presents n say nice things juz 4 1 day

its a day 2 rmb tt these ppl r there 4 us

teacher's day approachin 2 :)

u ready?

can u celebrate it sayin ,

cher,



thanks,





i reali had a meaningful time wif u



happi teacher's day

yeah... haha

eh... this is a veri nice song..
its reali touchin , cause speaks of when u feelin down,
when times seem reali bad...
when ur at e bottom

u cannot give up
cause the lord loves u...
:)

haha... we all hav our own beliefs, but we muz always rmb
thers always some1 4 u when u need them
God sents us angels when we need them
they are our family, friends, the ppl we love

few months ago, had a chat wif tabbiee XD
u stil rmb?
haha... some how tt call help me find my faith again..
eh...
i dunno how 2 explain also...
God works in miriculous ways ;p

有一天 你若覺得失去勇氣

有一天 你若真的想放棄

有一天 你若感覺沒人愛你

有一天 好像走到谷底

那一天 你要振作你的心情

那一天 你要珍惜你自己

那一天 不要忘記有人愛你

那一天 不要輕易說放棄


OKAY!!! heres a song i like alot also XD

ONEWAY~

2day tio scolded by mr chan agan..
4got hs bk.. haizz..
went 2 art club... draw mr ng, XD
nt reali nice, kinda dispropotional..
guitar was okay..
8 march gettin my theroy exam

wth... i got 70+ post le..
so fast..
think alot is crap post..
n alot damn borin la..
hmph...
heres a promo video


boyce avenue
this band s damn gd...
their songs focus mainly on acuostic , softer side of e music
i think it reali shows e more gentl feel 2ward2 e songs
ya.. haha.. tts y i like it so much




dun get me wrong
I LuV rocK N ROlL!!! XDDD
juz prefer acoustic...
nt so.. noisy...
sometimes la.. ;P

e first song is Shadow of the Day by LP
it has a more lighter feel...
lesser nu metal thing from LP
same song
different face


this is Bleeding Love by Lenona Lewis
i think its nice also
his voice is nt as powederful la...
but its stil veri sweet

its a veri gd book,
its talks bout a dyin old man, teachin us how 2 live

i borrowed it a 2nd time! haha
juz 2 read again.. feel like buyn it...
juz remembered how much i like 2 read n write...
haven reali got tt chance in el lesson...
ms james teaches veri slowly...
haizz..
i recall morrie say once

" wats wrong wif bein no 2?"

kinda struck me
2 b veri honest...
kinda disappointed i didnt get 2 b csm or asm
guess its human nature 2 b greedy
always wantin 2 b first
then i slowly 4got e reason i joined ncdcc...
i nv joined it thinkin i will b e best
i joined it knowin i can learn new things tgt wif my friends
n even build btr friendshp

im veri glad i did XDDD
got promoted wif ks reminded me tt i hav friends wif me all e time
its nv 'me'
things change,
now, even can b 'bros' wif ks jh they all...
didnt reali know them tt well last time
things change,
we built stronger bonds
it e ppl around me tt reali matters
nt e rank

haha
wat e hell m i blabberin bout...

tks cindy, kh, ks, jiawei shijia 4 taggin ^^
ya... im kinda feelin suxish..
no la.. dun worry.. ill get over it...
its over stupid reason anyway.. ahhahaa
but reali, tks 4 taggin, n askin lor
reali glad 2 hav friends lke u guyz XDDD

吃饭吃到睡了
我开车开到了傻了
我看书看到你了
开始怀疑我怎么了
说话说到吐了
我写歌写到了疯了
我爱你爱到盲了
天知道我又怎么了
不舍得
舍不得都分手了
舍不道不舍得 散了
爱是你的
我是我的 完了
原来我只是突然累了
原来我不说了
原来我想着
想到麻了
原来我不爱了

吃饭吃到睡了
我开车开到了傻了
我看书看到你了
开始怀疑我怎么了
说话说到吐了
我写歌写到了疯了
我爱你爱到盲了
天知道我又怎么了
不舍得
舍不得都分手了
舍不道不舍得 散了
原来我只是突然累了
原来我不说了
原来我想着
想到麻了
原来我不爱了
原来我只是突然累了
原来我不说了
原来我撑着
撑到麻了
原来我不爱了
DA LA....
原来我不说了
原来我撑着
撑到麻了
原来我不爱了


hmm... another song i found interestin...
my interpretation of e song...
it talks about e feelin one has after a broken relationship
how he's world does not seem right
but he slowly realises tt he no longer loves e girl
dispite whether they were compatible or nt...they broke up
and even though the guy feels e difference in his world
he knows it can nv be the same
cause he know he does nt love her anymor...
but he stil feels empty, nt use 2 life wif out her
causin him sadness
descrbin it as suddenly feelin tired

kkzz... been kinda emoin..
i want 2 stand up la... guess im juz exhausted...
it sux... e feelin..
but i can get over it...
shes nt worth it?

anyway... 2day
did e tee design wif kj
think its okay?

heard e councilor bringin e camp forward ... nt 2 sure also
tested e cadets practical 2day
yutin yang ge lke reai damn tired sia...
haiyo..

mr ng gave a speech
then had a prmotion ceremory in e class room
jason has a new chop stick!
XD haha

looks lke a compass...
farah our new dsm!
congratz ~ ahaha
ks n i also got promoted 2 sgt
but hq nv sent in e ranks yet..
haha... doesnt matter..
wise words from obama...
ITS JUZ A PIECE OF CLOTHE LA! ( we made him IC cause of tt clothe)
but was feelin kinda emo...
1. thngs happenin these few weeks..
e tireness juz built up... onli feelin it now...
2. didnt do well 4 CT
3.cant go UDI T.T ( lol... will get over it)
4. learn new things bout finance 2day
5. gave some serious thought on my future...

well.. im nt reali emoin ... juz... thinkin reali deeply!
haha
Kp nt as bonded?

honesly... i dunno...
dun angry hor guys...
im reali didnt think so much...
juz thought is cause of somethngs tt happened..
then im like.. kinda emoin myself...
-_-""
yeah...

saw this on utube..
think adlif they all performin?
im nt sure...
its cute la ... haha～

ya... been kinda emoin..
1 of e reason cause exam kinda didnt do so well..

jq jh kj ks all do btr than me...
in all e subjects..

shuldnt let my mood affect my studies..
sometimes... its kinda hard la..

im gonna spend enough time on everythn
hav plannn ^^

juz... a promise i make 2 myself...

i WILL DO BTR!!!
e onli enemy is myself XDDD

im nt livin 4 anyone also
i can lve wifout her in my life...
livin 4 myself...

Dao dai - Jay Chou
ya ths song was by jay chou, think jolyn sang it...

Chinese with Pinyin:
倒帶Dao Dai作詞:方文山 (Fang Wen Shan)作曲:周杰倫 (Zhou Jie Lun)Verse 1:我受夠了等待你所謂的安排　
wo shou gou le deng dai ni suo wei de an pai
說的未來到底多久才來
shuo de wei lai dao di duo jiu cai lai
總是要來不及才知道我可愛　
zong shi yao lai bu ji cai zhi dao wo ke ai
我想依賴而你卻都不在
wo xiang yi lai er ni que dou bu za
i應該開心的地帶
　ying gai kai xin de di dai
你給的全是空白　
ni gei de quan shi kong bai
一個人假日發呆
　yi ge ren jia ri fa da
i找不到人陪我看海
zhao bu dao ren pei wo kan ha
i我在幸福的門外
　wo zai xing fu de men wa
i卻一直都進不來　
que yi zhi dou jin bu lai
你累積給的傷害　
ni lei ji gei de shang hai
我是真的很難釋懷
wo shi zhen de hen nan shi huai
Chorus:終於看開愛回不來
　zhong yu kan kai ai hui bu lai
而你總是太晚明白　
er ni zong shi tai wan ming bai
最後才把話說開　
zui hou cai ba hua shuo kai
哭著求我留下來
ku zhe qiu wo liu xia lai
終於看開愛回不來　
zhong yu kan kai ai hui bu lai
我們面前太多阻礙　
wo men mian qian tai duo zu ai
你的手卻放不開　
ni de shou que fang bu kai
寧願沒出息求我別離開
ning yuan mei chu xi qiu wo bie li kai
Verse 2:你總是要我乖慢慢計劃將來　
ni zong shi yao wo guai man man ji hua jiang lai
我的眼淚卻一直掉下來
wo de yan lei que yi zhi diao xia lai
過去怎麼交代你該給的信賴　
guo qu zen me jiao dai ni gai gei de xin lai
被你親手緩緩推入懸崖
bei ni qin shou huan huan tui ru xuan ya
從我臉上的蒼白　
cong wo lian shang de cang ba
i看到記憶慢下來　
kan dao ji yi man xia la
i過去甜蜜在倒帶　
guo qu tian mi zai dao dai
只是感覺已經不在
zhi shi gan jue yi jing bu zai
而我對你的期待　
er wo dui ni de qi dai
被你一次次摔壞　
bei ni yi ci ci shuai huai
已經碎成太多塊
　yi jing sui cheng tai duo kuai
要怎麼拼湊跟重來
yao zen me ping cou gen chong lai

i got e this from http://www.jay-chou.net/forums/showthread.php?t=3520
ya... kinda meanin ful 2 me la... ths song has a veri sad melody,
focus mainly on ele... cant hear much of e drums
e song reali brings out e meanin of e lyrics
hope ther can b an acoustic verson XDDD

it speaks of an unfruitful relationship
wher 1 person feels e loss of trust , towards e partnerr n their future
that how 2 person break cause of lack of mutual dependence,
n 1 is always givin more than e other
but towards e end, e partner realises e problem ,
onli 2 know its 2 late,
but yet, unable 2 let go of tt person

kinda chim... but its reali nice when u listen
reali like jay chou's songs XDDD

i dunno y... this few days n , kinda emo~
ya... sian... think i crazy le..
class seems kinda crazy 2...
didnt brin phy...

had a kind of meetn.. wf e other ug ldrs...
kinda fun haha.. cause bb n ncc so enthu lor
kh n isaac... haha

then went "act" wif old e1 frienz
kinda happi ^^ cause long time nv tok 2 them... haha
they almost nv change la!
hahaha

hmm... kinda missed those days sometimes... haha

ya.. long week end...

stll haven post night safari pics..

dun reali wanna post. -_-""

went out till like... 3am tt time?

yeah..

went 2 sch 2day...

padma got angry n like.. juz walk out..

kinda weird..

most of e class was quiet rite?

or mayb i was deaf...



hmm..



yay! doin UG leader tee



hope tis works out

kj has grrreat ideas XD



ppl doin O levels jy!

2day e results out le rite? =X

hope u guys r doin gd XD

jyjy~


volley ball was kinda fun!
yu ting n tian rong won... think
yang ge... mia..
py... team wif farah...
farah sb xiong..

ms tan taught quit well XDDD
learn lots wif kj also

haha~
stil workin on my aim on bb

juz learned new techinque ytd
went ply wif kh jh n ks
tok bout somethings la...
haha

emo emo emo ...
think this is like a routine..
high emo high emo


its juz passin la...
will get over it...

things will b btr as long as we dun give up..

i nv wanted u bac in my life...
i nv wanted 2 hold ur hand
i nv wanted tt night 2 happen
i nv wanted 2 speak 2 u again

y... couldnt i let go of u?


supicious PERSON!!!

Ray
Jesslyn
Lydia
Ke Lan

Serene was on drums

haha did a veri messy video on sun... yeah..

think i was singin? O.o

weird... sounded like i was pantin or somethn...

hmm

ya, first time e band tried this song..
wan qin n mk also got sing XDDD
haha
forgot e lyrics... -_-"

wah.. so fun.. first time feelin so bonded wif other ug..

S IN GA PORE !!!

haha

althogh alot wron step.. but still fun la...

ahahaha

TO: KP FAMILY

eh.. KH Jy!!! muz b happi ;p k?

Cindy also , dun emo leh,

JQ n JW , u 2 miss e hsm leh!!

haizz...

Kei siao! i wont lose 2 u in studies next term grr!!!

kj, XD at least got show la.. dun emo XD k?

n stop playin psp so much..

RY , eh... stil look a bit like lobster.. opps =X

XY , np jy ^^

YAY!!!
colour parade is over!
pass my guitar ^^ !
tm is dad's bday!
UG ROX!

head hurts...
slept 4 like.. 15 hrs?
ya... ouch..
first thing in my head was
im hungry -_-"'
ate a bowl of noodles... tasted so gd.ntil .. ooOOo~

think ytd was e parade..
dunno if i did okay ... haha
took few pics haha.. reali wanted 2 post it
juz 1 problem... e camera's nt wif me...
ehh... sad... who has e camera?

then went do first aid.. kinda sian
but then saw phss e ncdcc , haha
didnt know reali will meet them XD

2 ppl faint in their parade...
muz b reali long o.O
haha
then went makan wif e 6 other nco n mr ng...
then had crme prevention

then went jason house... tio trash at halo
again..

haha
kinda miss sec 1 n2 life..
lol...
went home..
felt so damn beat... haizz..

slept straight 4 15 hours..
i rmb mom come n ask me wan eat dnner not..
think i said yes..
but went bac 2 sleep...

where's my pics~

eatin estasy... get high!!!

haha cindy n rongyong

chem lesson... drawin... again...










2day... heard from a frien in 7 7 of lunar calandar...
hmm...
its equal 2 e traditional valentine day..
errr.. lui lang yu zhi nu, ring a bell?

haha... ya...
nah.. had some plans... wanted 2 say somethings
didnt hav tt luck though XP
oh well... nvm...
im nt gonna boarder over it..
haha


went 2 ice tour wif 3e2 !!!

guyz bein zilian...
haha... copy from e gals 1 ;p
XDDD

toliet quite clean...
we're all in this togther~
n terry was like
BEI JING HUA YIN NI

guess every1 was crazy...
haha
farah was wearin a dress.. -_-""
muz show mr ng!!!




quite fun la
preparin 4 parade tm...
pls dun rain!!!

okay... usualli... i sleep early on wed..
nvm..
juz blog bout few things

hmm...

i think ive been constant at bloggin...

like... crap almot every day?

mon-thurs...
fr
sat
sun


juz wonderin y got so much 2 say...
hmm... mon - thurs...

3e2 ! e sibei hyper class..
think almost every1 is crazy...

fri..

CCA XD ncdcc ...
yeah... got mr ng , jason. farah. jq, ks, lychee, shi hao. bala.
7 ncos...
eh.. thought we got 8?

i think i miss out some1...

zzz...

2 tired cant rmb...

sat n sun ..
11.30-11.30 sleep till become pig

1.30 drums

4.30 band rehersal

6.30... tution wif church ppl

sun...
9.30 go church =X

worship n sermon

makan!

2.30 guitar lessons in church...
haha
help Ray teach

4.30 balek kampong

do home work?

nah...


hmm... tts my usual routine... i think..

but then hor...
real treasure every single espect of this..
wont know wat 2 do w/o 3e2 ^^
esp kp

so muz try high also~ esp tm... HSM!!! XDDDD
even if somethin happen 2day.. every 1 muz b happi ^^

K?

jq say b4... e1 ppl damn gd at acting blur

haha... wonder wat tt means...
but reali... muz stay happi (-_-"")
im so damn randoom...
zzz..

guess onli 1 e devil know wat i tokin bout?
受够了。。。 我不要读书！！！

yeah... EXAM OVER LE!!!
tm is hsm concert... haha

guess every1 kinda high?
e2 band 1 e ppl all sit 2dahther... VS MS JAMES
haha... funni sia

e professor omethin something...
-_-""

lol... 2day got earsal...
juz realise my slow march is wron =X

e npcc CI teach another 1...

lol... learn a new thing everythin XD kinda happi...
but stil need improve on it...

dun reali think can make it in time 2 perform 4 teachers day..
audition on wed..
nvm la...
learn things s 4 knowelge... nt 4 show...
^^

if i walk down tt road... would i fall again
saw kh while joggn
haha... so qiao...
i wonderin wat i was reali thinkin of... how i reali feel now..
i dunno , is this called emoin?
haahaa...
i shouldnt love her... but i want 2...
shouldnt ...
but i reali wan 2 ..
but... nv wan 2 walk down tt road again....

i recovered from my flu... sick la!!
feelin much btr now.. no more runny nose...
a bit hgh... haha
lol... was being high wif terry
S I N Ga PORE !!!

lol..
phy n emath ... haizz.. lol
dun wanna tok bout it... ahahaha...


kh JY haha...
dun worry ,keep forward... ^^
i will also...
nv give up...
nothing is impossible...
lol...
XDDD

learnin drummin... muz master soon...

wat the.. think i may fail chnese...
-___-""' sri mr ng...
reali wanted 2 do btr
... shuld put in more effort XDDD
dun worry. wil try harder next time..
language is nt somethin u can learn easily... haizz...

chem... i think its okay..
wat e hell , i went study wrong topic..
xy n ry saw me freakin out -___-""
aiya.. nvm..
e paper was okay.. hope im nt too careless...

any way...

ytd... talk on e phone 4 like 2 hrs plus...
some one didnt wan study ~~
lalalala~
u muz work hard okay?
eh... though... im nt in much position 2 comment... ;p

hmph.. my wish la...
tok 2 kj bout e idea... thnk his in!?
i plan 2 get e rythm of d 1 n d2 by this week...
learnin more juz by watchin others...
this is so cool...

i think this may work... but need some1 2 help me show others,
nothin is impossibl


well... i hope ths isnt another disappointment again..
been through so mani juz try... but
u wont know unless u tried , rite?

CHECK THIS OUT!!!

love u. muack!
lol... my blog was kinda messy... so kh help me ...
anyway.. got this idea 4 teachers day...
u guys wan play recycled percussion o.O
cause we hav quite a bit of ppl wif music bac ground
ya
i know kj , don, adli , me, learn drum
then e bb learn snare n bass also..
i was think like... a clappin + drummin performance
well juz a thought rite?
ahahah

sounded cool at first
but i wan study first!!!







nv say i cant go find videos rite XD

tt song is reali veri nice ...
i feel like learnin e piano...
but i think should focus on guitar first..
mayb now slowly try..
its a simple song la...

i reali wan 2 juz... live 4 friends n family..
dun wanna go down t path anymore
but when its time 2 fall in e hole
its time 2 fall in hole XD

lol... yup ^^
2day i had ndp practice ...
haha
first time... -___-" kinda nervous
still , e npcc n ncc guys were veri helpful...
learn enough... will practice la.. haha

im movin on wif my life


dun wan 2 stay at 1 coner n emo ... -___-"

tired... tm can wake up l8...
haha...




jesse mccartney, just go


trusted you
Yeah that would be my first mistake
Yeah I...I've been lied to
Your eyes are ice cold blue
A mirror of the heart inside of you

You can't walk back in my life
You had your chance to be by my side
I don't have to hear you cry to know

[Chorus:]
Just go
I gave you my word and I promised to love you
Go, it's over
You had your chance
Just go
There's nothing inside me that still feels connected to you
To me you're already gone

I got a new love now
She's my new love now
And she loves me so
Takes me where you never took me
Although you tried too
Her eyes they read so true
So different from the way it was with you

I don't need you in my life
Forgot what it's like to be satisfied
I don't wanna hear you cry 'cause I know

[Chorus]

Takin' a look at these photographs
Fightin' my tears I try to relax
'Cause you came and you left and it all went by so fast

[Chorus X2]

I got a new love now
I trusted you
And that would be my first mistake

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