if ....

i nv meet him, wuld i stil b wat i am know...

if i wan nv knew her, would i stil listen 2 tt song everyday,

would i stil think about you, miss you, and wan 2 hold you?

i dunno...

if i never learnt guitar, who would i b...

would i stil no u?

if thers such thing as fate...

i kno we will...

if we are meant 2 b 2gether... then y arnt u callin me?

2day full dress..
but rain...
fk sia...
then mr ng give ARI
say halfway onli... i think i will hav my turn...

2day.. ms james nv come..
i went 2 return a book 4 logas...
gave 2 alisa... physic text bk...
but mr chan was like... lookin at me..
he noes how may times i 4got..
I DIDNT 4GET ON PURPOSE
then 2day got brin..
dun need use ...-.-"
God... ur jokes r so... cruel
another cruel joke

2day... we had 2 test..
think ill fail both..
anyway... e oral presentation is damn fk lar...
stupid teach..
nt even serious... wtf..
its like.. he doesnt give a shit bout wat we do.. as long as its fast.. n quick..
n he can go home at 6
watever..
but...if we had another chance.. i want 2 clear out all e doubbts... all tt unanswered questions...
ill start with y did u hang up...

weird day... serious... slept at 2 ytd.. couldnt sleep ...
i reali dunno wats happenin... things are changin... somethin tells me i cant stop it...
i dunno... i think i shuld study harder 4 mid term...
nothin else 2 do also...
miss playin basketball... nowadays playin wif them... juz doesnt hav tt feelin...
they play 4 e sake of winnin...
winnin n onli winni... tt feelin sux...
i dunno... so mani things happenin... ther sure more 2 come...
i think i can handle it ... no way im breakin down...

周杰伦
我受够了等待，你所谓的安排
到底多久多久才来
你总是要我乖，慢慢计划将来
我想依赖却你都不在
应该开心的地带
你给的全是空白
一个人假日发呆找不到人陪我看海
我想你应该明白却一直都进不来
你说给我的伤害我是真的很难释怀
终于看开爱回不来，我们面前太多阻碍
你的手却放不开，哭着求我留下来
终于看开爱回不来我们面前太多阻碍
你的手却放不开,宁愿没出息求我别离开
你总是要我乖，慢慢计划将来
说的未来到底多久才来
过去怎么安排，你该给的信赖
我的眼泪却一直掉下来
看我脸上的苍白，看到记忆慢下来
过去甜蜜在倒带
只是感觉已经不在
过去你给的期待，被我一次次摔坏
已经碎成太多块，要怎么拼凑跟重来
终于看开爱回不来 而你总是太晚明白
最后才把话说开哭着求我留下来
终于看开爱回不来 我们面前太多阻碍
你的手却放不开 宁愿没出息求我别离开
喔～～～～～～
终于看开爱回不来 而你总是太晚明白
最后才把话说开哭着求我留下来
终于看开爱回不来 我们面前太多阻碍
你的手却放不开 宁愿没出息求我别离开
离开～
啦啦～
告别从前的爱
求我别离开
heard this song a long time ago... thought it sounds damn nice ^^

so bz... 2day had ss prsntation...
i practically soloed tt fkin proj...some ppl nv even did any work
stupid jia sheen... walao...
i no him is i suai lar...
anyway 2day... injured ...
i sprained my bac... ytd nv do warm up...
then ... argh.. clack... -.-"" become like tt..
so walk bit funni..

kh... aq comin liao..
jy hor ^^'
u dun win dun tok 2 me...

2day ... i felt so tired.. didnt no y..

kena scolded 4 bein l8...
stupid ba chou me uncle... hai us 1..
nvm.. damn fun..
weixuan veri interestin... i think... he pai ka still can run..
jq still att... cant stand him..
tks kh... but i dun wan b childish like him...
play 5 year old games...

sic of him...
i no u mean well , but ... c first..
do u believe in fate?
i figured its more like im writin a letter 2 u than writin a blog..
well... enuff said ..

The rain beat viciously against the glass panel, charging towards e. I sat in my room; a pen was in my hand, the guitar laid soundless on the floor, the weather was singing me a melancholic melody, a surge of perplexity was over whelming me. I stood, thinking of how to write the next lyric, killing time just to wait for a reply that never came.
Minutes passed, the seconds were hell, and I jotted down anything that went through my mind, anything that could express the dejection I was feeling. The sky was crying, she wailed and bailed as thought her heart was smashed into bits.
“Maybe she is,” I thought, I moved my own hands towards my chest. I felt a faint thump, it was heavy, and yet, it sounded hollow, emptied, as though shredded into pieces. The rain drummed louder and fiercer, it stormed and roared angrily.
The song book laid on the table, droplets of ink had smudged. The song was not completed, but I could not bring myself to finish it. I searched the fragments of my heart for a reason to move on, was I strong enough? I did not know, I could only go where fate takes me, finally, I wrote the title of the song, “it’s a rainy day”.

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